James G. Piatt
We Are So Trivial In the gaudy undulating pink and orange dusk created by the ebbing spherical furnace, flocks of geese flutter frenetically in the sky forming an enigmatic vee. They are but dark flitting inconsequential feathered specks drifting in the obscurity of time, covering an insignificant portion of sky, nothing, but a sudden darkening, a tiny spot in the infinite sky. They are like darting shadowy thoughts that intensifies man’s worries in the twilight of the fading time of existence, images of a gaudy ambiguous meaninglessness that pulls a dark covering over one’s mind, restraining the importance, and meaning of one’s life: There is a sense of a deepening of futility, the inanity of our very essence: An existential purposelessness that covers existence, exerting its dark nature like a shroud covering that, which no longer breathes or has significance. Like the speck of geese in the heavens, men are but Insignificant specks in the universe, meaningless pieces of skin and organs striving to become something that matters, and failing that at least something of minor significance in the history of unimportant things. But, I am only an irrelevant poet crunching words on paper, which have no meaning, even to me, and therefore this poem is only an irrelevant single note in the multitude of complex chords in Beethoven’s symphony No. 3, Eroica.We Are So Trivial The Gray Wolf The gray wolf wails an Unnatural eerie sound in the Wee hours of the morn, It whines poignant notes Into my unconsciousness: It sends forth strange reverberations Into my mind, unnatural sounds Of that, which, is dark and Disquieting: It is an alien sound, An irreverent moaning, which Descends into my ears, and The dank earth: It is fused with All that which lives in the darkness Of the night, and plunges my mind Into the earth until it tastes of unreality. I have never seen that gray wolf that Yowls such a wraithlike song, for It always leaves unobserved into the Murkiness of its own shadow, And my dark memories... Madness There is madness, between Truth, and Duplicity; A disconnect that I yearn to Reconnect. I crave to be that which I can Not be, To know What is… Unknowable. I decry the darkness of Unreality, and seek The deep ocean’s mysteries, Which baffle the Philosopher’s and Scientist’s quest for Certainty. I dream of a certainty, Which my being, Screams to understand Without dilution… A have a hunger which seeks what Is undiluted, and pure: As I immerse my feelings into The stillness of the hollows of My probing soul, My broken memories spew Into the ambiguity of inexplicable Truths: With my human abstractions I listen to the false sirens Howling in My seething mind: Come to me oh dear certainty So I can listen To your warmth and smell Truthfulness, Come to me in the calmness Of the night, so I can hear the sound of Vanishing voices, and Sense the honesty of the Essence of reality…
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