Molly Fisk
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Getting What You Said You Wanted

and holding still
just a moment
to feel it reverberate,

 
if it does,
if you can feel it at all,
or maybe there's no shift

 
and you wonder
why so much longing
and seeking leaves you

 
hollowed out,
a little blank, the way
an empty bird feeder

 
will hang in January,
absent its flash
of goldfinches

 
but still
a lovely silhouette.

 

 
Native Landscapes

 
Back then, the new growth on redwoods was the brightest
green and tasted of citrus, a good vitamin source if you were lost

 
in the woods, which I wasn't, I was pure found girl skipping
down Steep Ravine and over Hoo-Koo-i-Koo, walking out

 
from the dark onto gold hills and the prickle of live oak
leaves under my boots when the trail dipped into a crevice,

 
Spanish moss drifting from gnarled arms, joy of that salty
breeze, the welcome yellow line dividing Rte. 1 into coming

 
or going snaking its way into Stinson. Curved miles of beach.
Old wood houses soaked in sea air for years, never completely

 
dry and bougainvillea tendrils prying up the shingles, pulling
the gates askew. Beautiful scavenger, beautiful disaster

 
of a flower, paper-petaled, magenta and purple, sprawling across
the town's rooflines ignoring orange nasturtium underfoot.

 
Rampant invading pampas grass white-blond against a cliff face
and seagulls quarreling over blown trash. Surfers wet-suited and intent.

 
Fog hovering off-shore. Nothing owed to anyone. Nowhere to be.
You couldn't buy happiness like that, you had to inherit it.

 

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