Molly Fisk Page 2 Getting What You Said You Wanted
and holding still
just a moment
to feel it reverberate,
if it does,
if you can feel it at all,
or maybe there's no shift
and you wonder
why so much longing
and seeking leaves you
hollowed out,
a little blank, the way
an empty bird feeder
will hang in January,
absent its flash
of goldfinches
but still
a lovely silhouette.
Native Landscapes
Back then, the new growth on redwoods
was the brightest
green and tasted of citrus, a good
vitamin source if you were lost
in the woods, which I wasn't, I was pure
found girl skipping
down Steep Ravine and over
Hoo-Koo-i-Koo, walking out
from the dark onto gold hills and the
prickle of live oak
leaves under my boots when the trail
dipped into a crevice,
Spanish moss drifting from gnarled arms,
joy of that salty
breeze, the welcome yellow line dividing
Rte. 1 into coming
or going snaking its way into Stinson.
Curved miles of beach.
Old wood houses soaked in sea air for
years, never completely
dry and bougainvillea tendrils prying up
the shingles, pulling
the gates askew. Beautiful scavenger,
beautiful disaster
of a flower, paper-petaled, magenta and
purple, sprawling across
the town's rooflines ignoring orange
nasturtium underfoot.
Rampant invading pampas grass
white-blond against a cliff face
and seagulls quarreling over blown
trash. Surfers wet-suited and intent.
Fog hovering off-shore. Nothing owed to
anyone. Nowhere to be.
You couldn't buy happiness like that,
you had to inherit it.
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