Suellen Wedmore USA
The Lighthouse Keeper’s Wife
A bitter snowstorm had set in and
there was Maria Bray,
alone on Thacher Island with two
babies! 1864
—Edward Rowe Snow: The
Lighthouses of New England
My husband stranded on the
snow-blind shore,
I tramp through sleet-struck
days,
thunder-black, astringent nights,
wave crash, the wind at once a
shriek,
a drumming, low-pitched moan,
my son tugging my wind-torn
coat,
the baby trundled safe but crying:
six times a day I feed the
light’s flames,
climb one hundred fifty steps
to yet another ravenous child—
this one howling for right-whale
oil.
and in my mouth the acrid
taste of fear. The sea heaps with
foam,
this nor’east gale white-crested
as the one that flung the
shipwrecked child
like a gulls egg against granite
shore.
What use is food? My world is oil,
match and wick, scouring the
sooted
lantern panes. I’ll not sleep until
I hear above the rush of surf
Alexander’s easy Hollo! When
I
can measure his leathered face
with my own cracked lips, my
wearied
storm-chafed hands.
─Thacher Island is one
mile off the coast of Rockport, Massachusetts.
Credit: First appeared in The
Louisville Review
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